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Sunday, March 28, 2010

I hate this cycle I have

but old habits are hard to quit.

time to study on the rooftop.


I know i'm just a few of the population where body image has ruined their whole life.


Monday, April 13, 2009

This might be personal, can you handle it?
no.

Have you ever been called a slut?
Sure.


Is it easy to make you cry?
On The Inside.


How do you feel when someone kisses you on your forehead?
Depends Who.


Do you consider yourself lucky?
Sometimes.


I bet you miss somebody right now?
You bet correct.


I bet you're thinking about someone right now?
Sure.


Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
No.


If the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted.

I'd smile but I know it's not true.


Do you believe that any of your exes think about you?
Pretty sure my only ex doesn't.


Have a best friend?
All my friends are the best.


What's running through your mind right now?
School, Jessica, School.



Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
Yeah.



What were you doing at 2 AM?
Being Lazy.



Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Who Cares.



What's on your bed right now?
I'm going to assume my cat.


Love really is a beautiful thing, huh?
Sure Thing.


Are you someone who worries too often?

I guess.



Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed kissing someone else?
I knew it'd happen.



Do you think it would hurt them to see you kiss someone else?
I don't think they'd give the slightest care.



What color is your hair?
ugly.




Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
study more.


Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now
anybody.


Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
sure.



How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
delicious, and kinky.


Have you ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?
yes.


Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
I believe you make it happen.


Has anyone disappointed you recently?
Only myself.



Do you plan on moving within the next year?
yes.



Is there someone you wish you were still close with?

Very Much.


What are you listening to?
Love Song- 311


What were you doing at 12:00 this afternoon?
driving.


Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
Yes.



What's the closest purple thing to you?
who knows.



Last movie watched?
ummmm....some movie.


Have you ever gotten a sunburn so bad it hurt to move?
not that bad.


Do you feel like you have got some growing up to do?
in the brain, I don't want to get older physically.


What is bothering you right now?
school, job, my future.



Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
back when I was a lil kid. Haven't touched a book since.


If you could move to Africa would you?
no.


Who did you last hang out with?

Tabby.


What were you doing at 9 this morning?

hasn't come yet, but last time sleeping I suppose.



What is the last thing you said out loud?
i dont know.


What is worse, physical or emotional pain?
emotional.


Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?

people don't need to share in your pain.



Kissed someone in the last twenty-four hours?
no.


Congrats you just had a boy!! What will you name him?
I'll have the dad name him.



Was New Years enjoyable?
was okay.



What does your seventeenth message say?
???



You have any enemies?

myself.




Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
N/A



Who were you with saturday night?
Tabby?


Are you happy?
no

Do you have pizza and a movie every Friday night?
no


Humans or Animals?
humans



Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive



Would you ever stay with anyone because you were afraid to break their heart?
um, possibly.



Has anyone ever called you a bitch?
sure.


Are your nails painted?
no


Song that always makes you sad?
anything from NeverShoutNever well..not really, but melancholy.


Who would you like to hear "I love you" from?

this guy I like.


When did you last laugh really hard?
probably a couple seconds a go.


Have you ever trusted someone too much?
no


Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
very much so.


Whats the last song you heard?
Right Side Of The Bed- Atreyu



Are you in a good mood today?
no



If you went to a Yankees and a Redsox game, which side would you sit on?
sorry.


Who would you like to have in your bed tonight?
some hot guy who likes me.


How many mirrors are in the room with you?
1.


Is there anything around your neck?
yes.



What does your wallet look like?
dirty, chococat


What food would you love to have this second?
ice cream.


What do you waste your time on?
internet.



Who would you be shocked to see call you?
My friends.



What were you doing this time yesterday?
sleeping.



Whats the last thing you burned yourself on?

something I can't recall.



Whose car were you in last?
My own.


Why did you last laugh?

I always laugh.



What are you currently doing besides this?
nothing.



Do you believe you can change someone?
I hope I can in my future job.



When showering, do you start the water and then get in, or get in then start it?
get in then start.



Whats the last song you sang?
Curse Of Curves- Cute Is What We Aim For


What are your plans for the weekend?
To catch up with school.


Does every family have a crazy uncle?
not mine.


When was the last time you had butte​rflie​s?

tonight.



Do you have any plans​ for tomor​row?
school


What do you curre​ntly hear right​ now?

Vindicated- Dashboard Confessionals




How​s your heart​ latel​y?​
there


How do you feel about school?
it's there


Are you in a relat​ionsh​ip?​​​​​​​​​
single



Name someone you know whose name begins with a C:
Sadly I don't know


Who are you currently texting?
N/A


Do you like competition?
NOOOOOOOOOOOO.



How late did you stay up last night?
like 4am

Dark or light jeans?
dark or light. I d c


Is there anyone you know that deserves a second chance with you?

Everyone



Is there anyone you know that deserves to get punched?
Nobody...Except those really evil guys.


Who last called you babe or baby?

Nobody.


What brand of shoes did you wear yesterday?
like I can remember.



What could you go for doing right now?
Starbucks.


Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?
I don't know what people see in me.


Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?

Yes.



Does a kiss make you feel better?
Yes.


Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
Yes.


Have you met someone new lately?
No/Yes.


Who was the guy you last talked to?
Dman


Do you miss anybody?

everyone.


Would you rather live in Alaska or Texas?
Alaska.



Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
always


Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
who knows.



If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
Tokyo, Harajuku

Italy

LA

San Francisco


Do you hate the last person you kissed?
No


Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In A Relationship


What kind of pants are you wearing?
Not.


If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Yes, not out of Cali.


Are you in a good mood right now?
depressed.


Could you go for a chicken sandwich and some waffle fries?
No.


Do you like to make the first move?
No.



Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
Always.



What were you doing at 1 am this morning?
Idk.


Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yes.


Do you have to check in with your parents before you go some place?
no.


Are you afraid of falling in love?
no.



Do you want kids?
maybe.


Are you currently talking to the last person you kissed?
no.


Do you enjoy summer?

Yes.


Can you imagine yourself getting married?
no. I would like too...but deep down I know I'll always be single.



Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
no.



Has a boy/girl ever called you babe/baby?
no


Is there anything you're currently looking forward to?
no


Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
no


Have you kissed the same person more than 10 times in 09?
no


Anything you would change about your life right now?
my life


Do you think two people can last forever?
yes


Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?
yes


Are you wasting your time on someone?

I wish I could waste my time with someone.


Have you ever kissed someone starting with a D, A, J or S?
Yes.



Who has the prettiest eyes that you know?
???


Do you think you'll have the same best friend a year from now?
All my friends are the best.


What's something that made your day?
finishing my paper.



What is bothering you right now?
school, life.


Do you still talk to the person you fell the hardest for?
I miss him.


Would you like to learn how to pole dance?

sure.


Ever been to an adult store?
no


Ever bought something from an adult store?
no


Ever played strip poker?
no


Ever gone skinny dipping?
no



Kissed someone of the same sex?
no


Sex in the morning, afternoon, or night?
idc


Are you dominant or submissive?
submissive



Would you have sex with anyone on your Top friends?
N/A



What is the weirdest place you've had sex?

I haven't.


Ever been to a strip club?
no



Called someone the wrong name during sex?
no


Do you believe in make-up sex?
sure, why not?


Ever had a one night stand?

I guess.


Has anyone ever used alcohol to lower your resistance?
lol, no.



Ever used alcohol to lower someones resistance?
I wish.


Ever been cheated on?
No.


Ever cheated on someone?
Never.



Drunken Nights:

How many drinks til your drunk?

1-2 haah.



What is your favorite beer?

???


Favorite mixed drink?
????



What is your favorite shot?
????



Do prefer to drink alone or socially?
socially


Ever passed out from drinking?

first time


Ever thrown up from drinking?
first time


Ever been carried by someone else because of your drunkenness?
every time


Ever carried someone because of their drunkenness?
no


Have you ever had sex...
On a kitchen table?

no


In the rain?
no


In a police car?
...no.



In front of a video camera?
no


In a public place?
no


Over a sink?
no



In a car?
no


In a theater?
no


With the same sex?
no


On the first date?
no



On the beach?
No


Pick One

Lights on or off?
off


Pink or Black?
Pink



Sweet or Spicy?
Sweet.



Lace or Leather?

Leather


Hugs or Kisses?
Hugs


Fast or Slow?
Fast


Hard or Soft?
Hard.



Give or Recieve?
Recieve


Love or Lust?
love


Do you have the guts to repost with your answers?
yes


A kiss on the hand, or on the neck?
neck


Who do you sit next to in your english class?
Idk


Do you miss the way things used to be?
yes


Have you ever kissed a brown haired, brown eyed person?

maybe?



What is the last thing you took a picture of?
I can't recall


Are you fluent in any other language besides english?
no


Do you think facial piercings are trashy?
I like it.



Do you regret something you did in the last few days?
yes


How is your hair?
sad


If the year consisted of only two seasons, which would you choose?
Summer and Spring


If you were in the hospital would your number one come see you?
N/A


If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?
very much so


Are you wearing makeup?
I wish


Do you miss someone?
yes


Do you drink coffee?
hahaha, understatement


Did you go to sleep smiling last night?
maybe


What classes do you not pay attention in at all?
every class


Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
no


What is one feature on a person that you absolutely drool over?
his singing


Have you ever tried out a sleep number bed?
what?


Do you feel like you have life figured out?
never


Do you hate the last person who texted you?
N/A


Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now?
sleeping


Do you think long distance relationships work out?
sometimes


This time last year, were you single?
i've been single my whole life



Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
no


Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
no


Who was the last person you saw?
Tabby


Last thing you ate?
bread and ham


Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?
no


Do you ever bite your lip?
yes


Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
maybe


Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
haha everyone


Do you wear makeup everyday?
no


Do you eat fast food?
not really



Think back to last April, how was your love life then?
not there



Do you think its bad to have sex at your age?

no



Whats with you and the last person you kissed?
it's not happening



What time did you wake up this morning?
I didn't wake up


Do you like to cuddle/​snuggle?​
I like to cling


Are you excited about anything today?
not really




Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
no


Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
a lot of people




Story behind your MySpace song?
I like it


Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
I tell  the truth, but keep a lot inside


Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
I guess


Do you text message a lot?
yes




Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
no


Have you ever kissed someone whos name started with an E?
no


How many people have you had strong feelings for this year?
1-3


What kind of shirt are you wearing?
a tight one



Has anything happened to you within the past month that has made you really angry?
probably


Have you ever slow danced with someone?

no



When you look at your cell phone do you usually have a message?
never



Do you go to the tanning bed on a regular basis?
no.



Do you work out on a daily basis?
no



What made you decide to wear the outfit you wore today?
I thought to dress like I wanted


Are you on your period right now?
nope



Are you dyslexic?

no


Is there anything you currently need to buy? If so, what?
Clothes, A House, A Life


Have you ever gotten alcohol poisoning?
no?


Who was the last group of ppl you hungout with?

Tabby + Friends


Do you think that your first love affects the way you go on with life?
no



Do your parents force you to go to church?
no



Do you like someone at the moment?
yes


Have you ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?
no


Do you regret anything you did or said yesterday?
words can't even describe



Who was your last missed call from?
N/A



Do you enjoy wearing dresses?
alone


Who was the last person to sleep in your bed besides you?
nobody


When was the last time you let someone know that you truly love them?
haha.


How long do you usually chew on a stick of gum?
hours of chew


Have you ever commited a crime and gotten away with it?
of course


Do you brush your teeth as soon as you wake up?

no takes a while


Do you eat raw cookie dough?
yes




Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
what?


Do you think the concept of phone sex is stupid?
not really


What color did you last paint your nails?
white


Friday, April 03, 2009

Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
No.

Who is your last text from?
My Phone is Suspended.


Let's test your memory, what color shirt were you wearing when you last kissed?
Don't Remember.

Are you crushing on someone?
Quite.

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Yes.


Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
No.


Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
Possibly Not Every Minute.

Who's thinking about you right now?
Nobody.

Do you like to cuddle?
Excessively.


Are you keeping a secret right now?
Yes, and I won't let you get it from me.


Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Somewhat.


What were you doing at 9:30 last night?
Kingdom Hearts.


Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Nobody.


What is your current annoyance?
my fatal flaws and homework too


Last time you saw fireworks?
I... Think A While Ago.

Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football yay-uh!

What's your ringtone?
Suspended.


What do you currently hear right now?
Dark Room-Baustelle (Italian Music)



Are you easily scared by horror movies?
Suspense.



Do you know anyone who's been in jail?
Not Really.



Does someone like you right now?
def. not.



Whens the next time you'll see your best friend?
......?



How do you calm down when you're extremely angry?
I vent/steam



Do you want any tattoos?
: ] ..no


Are you a risk taker?
sometimes...


It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings?
I search for phone in excitement

Something you just don't understand?
Existence, People, &



If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Spring



What was your worst mistake in your life?
I have way too many mistakes to trace to one.


What's something you really want right now, be honest?
a stable good relationship


Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter D? And if so would you do it again?
:] haha.

Are you looking forward to anything?
Disney Land, Achievement, See Up Above, May 10, & Summer

Plans for tomorrow?
awesomeness


Is there a reason for your MySpace song?
i like it

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yes.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
............................who last hugged me.. Sammy. I don't know her age. I think no.


Do you trust all of your friends?
with normal stuff, perhaps not with more personal stuff


Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
oh yes i sure have

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
many times

What's your first period class?
M, W – Oral Communication
T, Th- Human Physiology, Human Physiology L.


Have you ever cried during a movie?
not really.

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
probably.


Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Where was the FIRST time you ever saw the person you like?
I don't understand the question. : D

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
Not Really.

What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
Not Sure.

Can you recall the last time you loved someone?
i love loads of people! :D

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
fer sure.

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, what do you say?
"Yes?" or "Dude, You Totally Scared Me!"

Will you be in a relationship next month?
doubt it.

Ever had a sleepover with the opposite sex?
not really.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
txt or actually talk?

Anyone you're giving up on?
no?

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
Yep.

What were you doing at 10:30 last night?
playing.

What mood are you in right now?
chill.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
no.

Last December were you single?
yeah.

Last Birthday were you single?
of course.

When is the next time you'll hug someone?
probably Saturday.

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
I think so. : ]

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
who knows.

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
just a little, but it's understandable if they're lying.

Do you still talk to the person you were dating 8 months ago?
no.

Do you like animals?
yes!

Are you easily bothered?
sadly.

How long have you been on the computer?
a while.

Are you nice to everyone?
I try.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
yeah.

Are you wild and crazy?
maybe crazy.

Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
me.

Do you watch "The Hills"?
seen it.

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
yeah, I don't know how to respond. Haha.

Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
More eccentric I suppose.

Are you taller than your mom?
yes.

Is anything upsetting you right now?
my lack of motivation.

What's the farthest away from home you have ever been?
Jpn.

Do you hate being alone?
very much so.

Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
yeah.

Are you shy?
to an extreme.

When was the last time you cried?
on the roof today, sun was in my eyes.

When was the last time you laughed?
today.

When was the last time you hugged someone?
this morning.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Almost anybody I recognize.

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
kind of, but I should do so more.

When you see a foggy window do you feel the need to draw or write on it?
every time.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
Not sure. : ] having fun.

Who did you last hug?
Dncn.

What kind of pants are you wearing?
work-out shorts.

Could you go for chicken sandwich & some waffle fries?
chicken sandwich... the waffle fries sounds... odd.

Has a boy/girl ever called you babe or baby?
as a joke.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
uhm... idk.

Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
no

Why aren't you going out with the person you like?
not seen as that. .

How many times have you been to the ER?
4-8

Who are you disappointed in right now?
me

Who was the last person that just pissed you off?
me

What are your plans for tomorrow?
School and Homework..

What are some things you need to tell someone?
idk, you tell me.

What are you doing tonight?
playing

Who was the last person you kissed on the forehead?
uh...

Have you been caught doing something you weren't supposed to be doing?
i'm sure i have.

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes?
yes.

Who is currently on your bad side?
nobody I can think of but myself.

When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
Never.

If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to tell you?
: ] I'm sure any way they tell me would make me happy.

When was the last time you cried really hard?
weeks ago.

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
yeah.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
Not really, some people are just blessed.

What’s the best feeling in the world?
achievement and acceptance.

When was the last time someone saw you in your underwear?
the other day.

Are you a jealous person?
no. ¬¬;;

When's your birthday?
June 26

What movie do you really want to see right now?
any movie playing in theaters actually.

How old is the first person on your top?
20-30?

Are you looking forward to anything?
Spring Break, Summer, Weekend

What's the last thing you printed out?
an essay.

Does anyone on your Myspace top friends live in an apartment?
N/A

Do most of your close friends live within the area or far away?
now, far away.

Does a male or female sing the last song you listened to?
female.

Do you keep a journal/diary you actually write in?
Not as amazing As Tabby, but yes.

Have you ever gone swimming at the beach before?
yes. yes i have.

Who was the last person of the same sex you hung out with?
Tabby

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you hung out with?
Duncan.

What's the most you've ever spent on a pair of jeans?
30 bucks.

What's a lyric from the song you're listening to?
There's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleepin' inside of you
and the talkin' leads to touchin'
then touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
































Sunday, March 15, 2009

Another Day Blown Away

How far away is the person you miss?
I miss many people, and they are all too far away.

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
no.

Any plans for tomorrow?
Midterms/Tennis/Physiology/Wii

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
I find them sexy.

Ever had a party when your parents went out of town?
no

Are you friends with your last ex?
I don't think so.

If you would die today would your life be complete?
far from it.

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
loads of people share my middle name.

First person to speak to you in 09?
Valerie/Rosie/Fernando/That One Guy. I don't really know.

Do your parents like your number one?
On Myspace, It's Miyavi. && my dad thinks he's a cool guy.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
I was like... yay.

How many piercings do you have?
1.

How long does it take for you to take a showeR?
Hella Quick, It's getting out of the bathroom that takes Hella Forever.

Anyone crushing on you?
no.

Ever have a sleepover with the person you like?
...not yet. ; ]

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
Everyone.

What's the relationship between you and the last person you highfived?
My Sister or Dad idk, which one...but I love them both a TON.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
I'm way too much of a cling-on to cheat.

Who can you blame for your bad mood today?
Only Myself.

What was the last thing you watched on television?
my wii fitness instructor.

What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
who did I last text?
um... we be lesbians. HaHa.

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
This goes for friends, family, and ... guys. ( :

What were you doing last night at 11?
Human Development.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
hmm.. not really. I just talk to everyone though.


Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
same.

Is your heart broken right now?
It's in worker order.


Do you think that marrying your 3rd cousin is okay?
any blood relationship is low in the gene pool..

Are you happy right now?
could get better, could get worse.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an M?
no, but boy I wanted too. ( :

Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
um.. everyone treats me okay. ( :

Who was the last person you had a sleep over with?
Tabby. Kind of. Just a regular OMG, Let me spend the night. Not like giggly girl pajama dance party.

What are your plans for the weekend?
Well... Next Friday, Do a thing with the nurses, hang with the rents, get work done
Saturday, Jessica!!! (and something else... I kind of forget)
Sunday, Soccer Game, Homework Day.

Who was the last person you rode in a car with that was not family?
Tabby?

Have you ever liked someone way older than you?
yes. ( : around 8-10 years older.

If you could move right now would you?
depends on if we didnt have to worry about the lease and if someone would go with me

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
No.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I'll probably never be kissed.

Was last night enjoyable for you?
No && Yes.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
I have no reason to frown.

Are you looking forward to anything?
Spring Break, Summer, Tennis, Soccer.

Do you think everyone deserves a second chance?
if they really can change.

Have you ever been hit on through text message?
I guess, I can't really pick up "hit on" lines.

Is there someone you will never forget?
plenty.

If you were in the hospital would your number one come see you?
no. He has far more important things to do.



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